Experience Report: 1g of Stars and Love
Table of Contents
- Introduction
- Participant Details
- Preparation for the Experience
- Setting and Atmosphere
- Onset of Effects
- Musical Journey
- The Inner Trip
- Post-Experience Reflections
- Conclusion
Introduction
This report outlines a group experience involving the consumption of 1 gram of dry cubensis mushrooms. The account reflects on the shared journey of five participants, highlighting their preparations, emotional responses, and sensory perceptions throughout the experience.
Participant Details
- Date of Experience: August 12, 2017
- Gender: Female
- Weight: 77 kg (170 lbs)
- Age: 39
Preparation for the Experience
Prior to consuming the mushrooms, the group engaged in their regular morning practices despite the evening setting. This included meditation and a fear inventory to address any apprehensions regarding the ceremony. Setting intentions was a crucial part of their preparation, creating a sense of focus and purpose for the experience. The mushrooms were noted for their pleasant, nutty flavor, contributing to the ritual of connection as participants spoke to, sang with, and honored the mushrooms before consumption.
Setting and Atmosphere
The experience took place in a serene countryside setting, providing a peaceful backdrop for the journey ahead. The group began the ritual around 10 PM, and the atmosphere was initially filled with the excitement of nearby children who were drawn outside to witness shooting stars. However, as the effects began to take hold, the children were sent to bed to allow the adults to delve deeper into their experience.
Onset of Effects
Approximately 20 minutes after consuming the mushrooms, the effects began to intensify. Participants experienced a sense of giddiness, and the twinkling stars took on a sensational quality. The group had anticipated a night of dancing and conversation, but as the trip progressed, it became clear that the potency of the mushrooms would lead them toward a more introspective experience. The room was dimly lit, with only two candles illuminating the space, creating a cozy and intimate environment.
Musical Journey
Music played a vital role in guiding the experience. The group had prepared a playlist on a friend’s mobile device due to unreliable Wi-Fi. As the chosen songs began to feel jarring, the facilitator took control of the music selection, striving to maintain a harmonious atmosphere. A pivotal moment occurred when the track "Chernobyl" by Blanck Mass was played, which resonated deeply with the group. Encouraging everyone to relax and release their emotions, the facilitator created a supportive space for participants to express themselves freely.
The music selection continued with tracks like "Forgive" by Burial, further enhancing the emotional landscape. As the trip deepened, most participants lay down with their eyes closed, some experiencing vivid visuals, while others drifted into sleep.
The Inner Trip
As the night progressed, the group became immersed in an intense inward journey. Participants expressed feelings of tension and discomfort, prompting reminders to relax and exhale. Their shared background in meditation and body awareness allowed them to navigate the heightened sensitivity that emerged during the experience. One participant described feeling as though their body vibrated with the music, entering a state of synesthesia where sound and sensation merged.
During moments of intensity, the facilitator encouraged participants to embrace the love and sensations they were experiencing, drawing from their own past experiences to help others feel safe. Vivid and colorful visuals emerged for many, often taking the form of playful, goblin-like figures. The warmth of nature surrounding them added to the comforting ambiance, and the group experienced several peaks of sensation, culminating in a collective surrender to the experience.
Post-Experience Reflections
At approximately 2:45 AM, some members of the group began to consume the prepared food, which included pasta, dark chocolate, and apple slices. As the initial playlist concluded, the music was played again at a lower volume, allowing participants to gradually ground themselves after the intense journey. The experience naturally transitioned into a state of rest, with everyone drifting into sleep around 5 AM.
Upon waking a few hours later, participants felt rejuvenated and content. A wholesome breakfast and a walk were enjoyed, leading to reflections on the shared experience, characterized by feelings of happiness and fulfillment among the group.
Conclusion
This experience report captures the profound journey of five participants engaging with 1 gram of dry cubensis mushrooms. Through careful preparation, supportive atmospheres, and the integration of music, the group navigated their inner landscapes, discovering beauty, love, and shared connection. The experience served as a reminder of the transformative potential of such journeys when approached with intention and care.