A Spiritual Encounter: My Journey Through LSD, Anger, and Spiritual Awakening


Table of Contents


  • Introduction
  • The Onset of the LSD Trip
    • Initial Signs of LSD Effects
    • The Vision of the Blessed Cat
  • Arrival at Mike and Piotr's House
    • Anger and Attempts to Calm Down
    • Psytrance and the Shifting Mood
  • The Spiritual Battle Begins
    • The Evil Presence in the Living Room
    • Physical and Spiritual Struggles
  • Nicole's Concern and the Shamanic Encounter
    • Nicole's Reaction to the Supernatural
    • The Protective Presence of the Shaman and Lord Shiva
  • Piotr and Mike's Response
    • Piotr’s Concerns About the Spiritual Situation
    • Mike’s Observations of the Cold Atmosphere
  • The Battle Against Evil Spirits
    • The Appearance of Shadows and Spiritual Hymns
    • Driving Away the Dark Forces
  • Conclusion: A Love Story and Lingering Mysteries
    • The Aftermath and the Glass Incident
    • A New Beginning with Nicole


Introduction


This is a detailed account of a surreal and spiritual experience that unfolded one evening after taking LSD, exploring how the effects of the substance led to an intense spiritual battle. Through visions, overwhelming emotions, and encounters with both malevolent and benevolent forces, I found myself facing an unexpected journey into realms beyond the physical. This story captures those events in vivid detail, sharing my reflections on anger, spirituality, and the role of supernatural forces in shaping my path.


The Onset of the LSD Trip


Initial Signs of LSD Effects


The trip began quietly while we were in an Uber heading toward Mike and Piotr’s house. I was still angry, my emotions heightened by the anticipation of the psychedelic effects that were slowly creeping in. I rested my head on Nicole’s arm, and immediately, I felt the first wave of calm wash over me, signaling that the LSD was starting to take hold. As we drove through the night, I started to notice the world around me shifting, and soon enough, I had my first vision—an ethereal encounter with the soul of a dead cat that I had previously blessed, wishing it freedom from the cycle of death and rebirth, or "Moksha." I shared this vision with Nicole, acknowledging that something profound was beginning to take place.


The Vision of the Blessed Cat


The vision of the cat was brief but vivid. I had encountered this cat before and performed a spiritual blessing to help its soul achieve Moksha. Seeing it again now, in this altered state, felt like confirmation that my blessing had been heard. The cat’s soul appeared serene, a symbol of the deeper spiritual forces that were starting to unravel as the night progressed.


Arrival at Mike and Piotr's House


Anger and Attempts to Calm Down


When we finally arrived at Mike and Piotr’s house, I was still feeling the weight of my anger. Sensing this, Mike suggested that I go into his room to help calm down. He set up some psychedelic lights and played psytrance music, hoping the combination would help shift my mood. Despite these efforts, I continued to feel a powerful surge of anger, almost as if something much larger was building up inside of me.


Psytrance and the Shifting Mood


The music was rhythmic, pulsating with the energy of psytrance, and for a moment, it seemed to soothe me. However, as I danced to the beats, a strange mix of strength and fury welled up within me, and I realized I needed to leave the room. I stepped into the living room, searching for a different kind of release, something beyond music and lights.


The Spiritual Battle Begins


The Evil Presence in the Living Room


I sat down in the living room, feeling cold and weak. As I opened my phone to play some Kirtan, hoping the devotional Hindu music would provide solace, my body began to react in strange ways. My abdomen contracted violently, and I was overwhelmed by spasms. The air around me grew colder, even though all the windows were shut. I could feel the presence of something evil—a malevolent force trying to invade my body.


Physical and Spiritual Struggles


Unable to stand, I crawled across the floor, drenched in cold sweat, my body weakening with every moment. It felt as though a demon was trying to possess me, but I fought back with every ounce of strength I had left. In my struggle, I ripped my shirt apart, trying to free myself from the dark energy surrounding me.


Nicole's Concern and the Shamanic Encounter


Nicole's Reaction to the Supernatural


At that moment, Nicole came out of the room to check on me. She froze in place when she saw something invisible pulling my right leg into the air. I was still lying on the floor, my body shaking as I struggled against the unseen force. I urged Nicole to return to the room, sensing that my battle with this entity was far from over.


The Protective Presence of the Shaman and Lord Shiva


Just as I felt like I was about to give up, I sensed the protective presence of a shaman. His words rang in my ears: “Nothing bad will happen to you. This is part of your spiritual path.” This gave me strength, and soon after, I felt the comforting presence of Lord Shiva himself, a powerful force that assured me I was not alone in this struggle.


Piotr and Mike's Response


Piotr’s Concerns About the Spiritual Situation


Piotr came out of his room, and I told him what I had been experiencing. However, he warned me that this wasn’t a good sign spiritually, raising concerns about the energy in the house. I asked Piotr to leave and not return until my battle was over, sensing that his presence might disturb the spiritual confrontation I was undergoing.


Mike’s Observations of the Cold Atmosphere


Mike also came out to check on me and immediately noticed the coldness in the living room. I gestured for him to leave as well, knowing I had to face this spiritual challenge alone. He left, and I was once again left to confront the forces swirling around me.


The Battle Against Evil Spirits


The Appearance of Shadows and Spiritual Hymns


As I lay on the floor, I began to see shadows circling the room, hitting the windows with a furious intensity. I started to chant a hymn to Lord Shiva in Sanskrit, invoking his protection to drive away the evil spirits. The shadows seemed to respond to the hymn, rushing toward me but unable to cross the spiritual barrier that surrounded me. Their frustration became evident when they began to violently move the lone chair in the room.


Driving Away the Dark Forces


Despite their fury, I could feel myself becoming purified as I continued singing. The evil spirits were mocking me, but I persisted, and at one point, I heard my voice split into three distinct voices. Later, my friends confirmed they had heard this too, a clear sign that the spiritual battle was real. Finally, the dark entities retreated, and the energy in the house returned to normal.


Conclusion: A Love Story and Lingering Mysteries


The Aftermath and the Glass Incident


After the spirits were gone, I entered Piotr’s room and took a calming drag from a cannabis cigarette, offering the smoke in reverence to Lord Shiva. The night had been intense, but I felt a profound sense of peace. However, as we prepared to sleep, a glass suddenly fell off the table without anyone touching it, as if the last remnants of the night’s supernatural activity were fading away. After that, nothing strange ever happened in the house again.


A New Beginning with Nicole


That night, I sheltered Nicole as we slept, and in the days that followed, our connection deepened into a love story that would shape both of our lives. Looking back, that night of spiritual confrontation and revelation marked the beginning of not only my spiritual path but also the start of a new chapter in my relationship with Nicole.