A Psychedelic Journey: A College Experience with 25I-NBOMe and Alcohol
Table of Contents
- Introduction
- Dosage and Setting
- The Onset of Effects
- Mouth Numbness and Physical Sensations
- Moving Uncontrollably
- Near-Seizure and Acceptance of Death
- Interacting with Others
- Group Dynamics on Different Psychedelics
- Visual Hallucinations and Perceptions
- Uncomfortable Psychological Interactions
- The Overwhelming Questions
- Paranoia and Discomfort
- Conclusion
Introduction
This report details a personal experience with 25I-NBOMe, a powerful psychedelic compound, taken in combination with alcohol. The events took place during a college night, with a group of friends experimenting with various substances. The writer consumed 1000 micrograms (1 tab) of 25I-NBOMe after several drinks, leading to a mix of vivid hallucinations, uncomfortable physical sensations, and psychological turmoil.
Dosage and Setting
Dosage:
- 1000 micrograms of 25I-NBOMe (1 tab).
Miscellaneous Factors:
- The writer had consumed several alcoholic drinks before dosing.
The decision to take the psychedelic was spontaneous, influenced by the presence of friends who were also using similar substances. At the time, the group included individuals on LSD, 25C-NBOMe, and 25I-NBOMe. The setting was relaxed but slightly chaotic, typical of a casual college gathering.
The Onset of Effects
Mouth Numbness and Physical Sensations
The initial effects began rapidly, resembling the onset of other NBOMe compounds like 25C-NBOMe. The first sign was the familiar numbing sensation in the mouth, along with a bitter taste from the tab. This was followed by a subtle but persistent feeling of needing to yawn, although the act of yawning never came. The writer paced around frequently, perhaps a response to the anxious energy building up from the drug's effects.
Moving Uncontrollably
Soon, the physical sensations took a turn. The writer felt compelled to go upstairs to be alone and lay down on a friend's bed. At this point, the drug’s effects intensified, and their body began moving uncontrollably. The movement was described as slow but unstoppable, with the writer's arms and legs flailing in the air without conscious control. This was accompanied by excessive salivation, leading to drooling off the side of the bed.
Near-Seizure and Acceptance of Death
The physical discomfort escalated to a point where the writer felt hot, and although they couldn't recall if their heart was racing, there was a looming sense of impending doom. Despite this, a curious sense of acceptance emerged — the writer believed they might be dying but felt strangely at peace with the idea, even staring into the hallway light with a resigned calm.
After some time, the involuntary movements subsided, and the writer's condition stabilized. In hindsight, it’s unclear if this episode was a seizure, but the intensity of the experience left a lasting impression. The writer’s friend, also on 25I-NBOMe, came in afterward, and while the writer mentioned the incident, most people in the group didn’t notice except for one friend on LSD.
Interacting with Others
Group Dynamics on Different Psychedelics
After the unsettling physical experience, the writer rejoined the group, and they spent time on a friend’s balcony. The group included individuals on LSD, 25I-NBOMe, and 25C-NBOMe, and the atmosphere was a mixture of curiosity and introspection.
At this point, the writer started experiencing intense visual hallucinations. They vividly recalled watching the shadow of a lamppost expand into intricate, geometric fractals. These visuals were so impressive that the writer remarked, “Who needs DMT if you have this?” The visuals were similar to a previous experience on 25C-NBOMe, where a fractal pattern on the ceiling had seemingly opened up into a void of blackness.
Visual Hallucinations and Perceptions
The hallucinations were sharp and vivid, offering a surreal visual experience, typical of NBOMe compounds. The geometric fractals and patterns created a deep sense of awe, contributing to a brief moment of enjoyment amid the otherwise uncomfortable trip.
Uncomfortable Psychological Interactions
The Overwhelming Questions
However, the night soon took a darker turn due to an uncomfortable interaction with another individual in the group. This person, who had no prior experience with NBOMes, seemed to be psychologically affected by the drug in a way that disturbed the writer. He began psychoanalyzing another friend who was also on 25I-NBOMe, incessantly asking the same pseudo-philosophical questions. The questions made little sense, yet he continued to repeat them, creating an exhausting cycle for the friend who was forced to answer.
Paranoia and Discomfort
The incessant questioning became unnerving, and the writer started feeling paranoid. The repetitive nature of the man’s speech and his condescending tone heightened the discomfort. In the altered state of mind, the writer began entertaining paranoid thoughts, imagining that this individual might have been stalking them or had some hidden agenda. Although these thoughts were irrational, they amplified the sense of unease.
Conclusion
The experience with 25I-NBOMe, combined with alcohol, resulted in a range of intense physical and psychological effects. From uncontrollable body movements and a near-seizure experience to vivid visual hallucinations and uncomfortable interactions with others, the night was a rollercoaster of emotions and sensations.
While the writer found some moments of peace and awe in the visual aspects of the trip, the overall experience was marked by significant physical discomfort and unsettling psychological encounters. The event serves as a reminder of the unpredictable nature of powerful psychedelics, especially in uncontrolled settings, and the importance of being mindful of both the dosage and the surrounding environment when engaging in such experiences.