A Profound Psychedelic Experience: A Journey with DMT-Like Effects
Table of Contents
- Introduction
- Timeline of the Experience
- t+~1h20m: Bodyload Eases, Mindtrip Continues
- t+~2h30m: Sudden Sobriety
- t+3h: Waves of Mindtrip Return
- t+6h: The Aftermath and Sleep
- Unexpected Nature of the Experience
- Insights and Personal Growth
- Preparation for Future Experiences
- Conclusion
Introduction
In this detailed account of a psychedelic journey, the user describes their experience with a substance that produced effects similar to those of DMT. The trip was long, unpredictable, and challenging at times but ultimately left the user with a deep sense of personal growth. The following breakdown explores the different phases of the trip, the mental and physical effects, and the lessons learned throughout the experience.
Timeline of the Experience
t+~1h20m: Bodyload Eases, Mindtrip Continues
At the 1 hour and 20-minute mark, the physical intensity of the trip began to subside. The user described the bodyload, or the physical strain induced by the substance, as finally becoming manageable. However, the mindtrip and visual effects remained strong. The user could now move again and interact with their computer, but many programs, such as Discord, still seemed bizarre and incomprehensible. They found themselves questioning the interface, asking, "Did Discord always look this way? WTF?"
Despite being able to control some aspects of their environment, most of the user's perception was still distorted. The experience of interpreting and understanding what was happening around them remained difficult. Eventually, they managed to navigate to TogetherTube, a website designed to watch videos together with friends. This marked a shift towards a more enjoyable phase of the experience as the user was able to listen to music in higher quality, which brought considerable pleasure. Throughout this time, a friend continued to guide the trip through voicechat, offering support and reassurance.
t+~2h30m: Sudden Sobriety
By the 2.5-hour point, the user moved to their bed, intending to continue listening to music and relaxing. However, at this moment, the user experienced a sudden shift in perception. They felt completely sober again, with no signs of a comedown or afterglow. It was as if the trip had simply ended. They lost interest in the music and, for a moment, thought the experience was over.
Despite this newfound sobriety, the user described a lingering "spacey" feeling in the back of their head. This sensation was reminiscent of the one they had experienced during a previous DMT trip. Yet, there were no traces of the afterglow or comedown they were accustomed to from other psychedelics. The shift felt sudden and disorienting, but the user’s mental clarity returned completely.
t+3h: Waves of Mindtrip Return
About 30 minutes after feeling sober, the user found the mindtrip returning in waves. It was no longer continuous, but instead occurred in cycles. They described the experience as feeling akin to an LSD comedown, but with the added effects of cannabis. This phase involved long, introspective thoughts, particularly philosophical ones, interspersed with waves of coming down. These cycles of intensity and calm repeated themselves intermittently for the next several hours.
Interestingly, the visuals and bodyload experienced earlier did not return, and the user noted that 2C-B, which they had tried before, also exhibited a similar pattern of coming in waves. While the bodyload and visuals were absent, the mental trip would resurface, creating a sense of disorientation and introspection.
t+6h: The Aftermath and Sleep
At the six-hour mark, the user felt completely sober, with only slight stimulation remaining. Despite feeling physically fine, they were tired and eager to sleep. After struggling to settle into sleep, they were able to fall asleep within an hour, marking the end of the active trip.
Unexpected Nature of the Experience
The user initially anticipated a more traditional psychedelic experience, similar to LSD or mushrooms, which would be intense but still manageable. Instead, they were met with an experience that closely resembled a full DMT trip, only stretched out over a longer period of time. The intensity of the trip left them feeling incapacitated for extended periods, which was not expected. However, the user emphasized that the feeling was not unpleasant, just surprising. The journey ultimately provided a new perspective on what a psychedelic trip could be, unlike anything they had previously experienced.
The Importance of Company
Throughout the experience, the user was guided by a friend via voicechat, which they were very grateful for. They acknowledged that, without this support, they could have easily become lost in the intense nature of the trip, potentially leading to a negative experience. This experience reinforced the idea that some trips, particularly those with intense mental effects, are best experienced with the support of others, especially when not in a familiar or controlled environment.
Insights and Personal Growth
The user noted that the trip seemed to have catalyzed some form of personal growth, although they were unable to precisely articulate how. They described the feeling as being similar to the aftereffects of their first LSD trip—a positive shift that was hard to define. The trip left them with a deep sense of change, though it was still unclear how exactly this change manifested. They expressed gratitude for having taken the trip, feeling that it had impacted them in a way that was meaningful, even if not fully understood yet.
Preparation for Future Experiences
Having gained new insights from this trip, the user planned to approach future experiences with a more prepared mindset. They stated their intention to use a headset and music, allowing them to focus entirely on the experience without needing to worry about external distractions. This method of preparation was something they would apply to their next trip, much like the preparation one would make for a DMT experience. They also felt confident about going into the next experience without a tripsitter, given that they now understood the dynamics of the trip and the mental states that could arise.
However, the user emphasized that this was not the type of experience one should undertake in a social setting or out in nature. The intense mental effects would likely overwhelm such environments, making it unsuitable for public spaces or group interactions.
Conclusion
In the end, the user described the experience as both indescribable and incredibly pleasant. Despite the unexpected nature of the trip, including the long-lasting and intense effects, the overall journey was viewed positively. The experience brought about a significant shift in their mindset, one that seemed to carry on long after the trip had ended.
The user concluded that, after proper preparation and with a more controlled approach, they would definitely repeat the experience in the future. While they did not expect the trip to be as long or intense as it was, the profound insights and personal growth made it a worthwhile adventure.