A Personal Report on Ayahuasca Smoothie Journey

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Please, rewrite the article in details, keeping all facts and data. Dont use hyperlinks. Create a title, table of content H2, H3: Dosage - 2.5g of Peganum harmala (Syrian Rue) with 6g of Mimosa hostilis root bark prepared using the Ayahuasca Smoothie recipe. Setting - A small dark room with 2 other friends. Age - 20 Gender - female Report I took the syrian rue by powdering it in a mortar and pestle and washing it down with milk, before waiting approximately 45 minutes to drink down 7 grams of MHRB blended into a banana smoothie. I only managed to drink roughly 6 grams, however, as the sheer amount of liquid was difficult to take in. Though these were both unpleasant and nauseating to consume, it was nothing when compared to the foul-tasting, traditionally-brewed method which I am extremely familiar with. I was tripping within the presence of 2 friends who were also taking ayahuasca through the same method of preparation; one of them took the full 7g and the other 2.5g of MHRB. After consuming the milkshakes, we spent approximately one hour in a well-lit living room, smoking marijuana and waiting for the effects of the drug to show before heading into a small, extremely dark room that we had previously prepared as an environment to enjoy the experience with maximum effects and minimal external influence. At the start of the trip I simply sat there in darkness, listening to an album which I had not heard before that my friend was playing throughout the trip by a psytrance artist known as Tipper[1], whilst sharing marijuana-filled spliffs between my two friends as we engaged in typical stoner talk and psychedelic conversation. Shortly after I entered the darkened room I began to notice a distinct but mild body high and defined level 4 visual geometry. The fast-moving sets of complex geometry were structured in their organization, organic in geometric style, intricate in complexity, large in size, fast and smooth in motion, colourful in scheme, glossy in colour, equal in blurred and sharp edges and equal in rounded and angular corners. They looked very natural, ancient and had mystical undertones in their perceived visual vibe. As I began to progressively come up, I became more and more unresponsive in my ability to communicate and became reserved to total silence, despite the fact that I could still understand what my friends were discussing and listened intently throughout a huge portion of the trip. It was at this point that I began to break through into a visual space of profoundly complex level 6 geometry. I felt perfectly calm and extremely mindful as I saw all of those who are close to me laid out in front of my eyes. They appeared in the form of detailed visual representations, comprised of condensed psychedelic geometry. As this happened I began to evaluate them one by one as a voice within my head provided me with a detailed verbal analysis of how lucky I am to have such people in my life, while providing loving advice and information on their relationship to my existence and the need for me to care for them as much as they demonstrate that they care for me. After this I have large periods of amnesia as the visuals further increased in their intensity until at some unknown point in the evening I passed through the geometry and onto the other side. I then found myself in a state which I immediately recognised although had never previously experienced but knew that it was referred to by my own system as a level 4 State of unity and interconnectedness. At first I simply noticed that the geometry had died down in its intensity from level 6 to level 4 and had been replaced by an overwhelmingly complex and seemingly life-changing perspective switch that could not be described as anything short of a substance-induced religious experience. I couldn't quite comprehend the true nature of what was happening but immediately felt profoundly calm and mindful in my thought processes towards it, understanding innately that I should not give in to astonishment as this is something that I often find myself becoming overwhelmed with in similar situations. I knew that if I did this I would slip into an all-too familiar state of ecstatic religious delusion and fool myself into thinking that I had not only figured out the key to humanity's transcension but that I now understand it well enough to immediately implement on a global scale "just as soon as I sober up". Once this cleared up and I realized that I was not going to be overwhelmed with astonishment I began to slowly piece together what exactly it was that I was feeling. At first all I knew was that I had the overwhelming sense that this was somehow a "religious experience" although I had very little coherent sentences within my thoughts. As time went on however I slowly realized that my usually familiar and well-defined concept of "I", "self", or "me" was no longer attributed to a separate ego and it's internal thought stream as it is throughout normal sober living. Instead, it had become attributed to my internally stored model of reality in its entirety and therefore all of space and time.
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  • Introduction
  • Dosage and Setting
  • The Preparation
  • Initial Effects
  • Deepening the Experience
  • The Breakthrough
  • The State of Unity
  • Conclusion

Introduction

In this report, I will share a detailed personal account of an experience using an Ayahuasca smoothie, combining Syrian Rue (Peganum harmala) and Mimosa Hostilis root bark (MHRB). The experience was carried out in a controlled environment, and I will describe the progression of my trip, the visual and emotional effects, as well as the mental and spiritual insights I gained throughout the process.


Dosage and Setting

  • Dosage: I consumed 2.5g of Peganum harmala (Syrian Rue) combined with 6g of Mimosa Hostilis root bark (MHRB), prepared using the Ayahuasca Smoothie recipe.
  • Setting: The setting consisted of a small, dark room with two other friends who were also participating in the journey. The intention was to create an intimate, low-stimulation environment to enhance the experience.
  • Age: 20 years old
  • Gender: Female

The Preparation

To prepare for the experience, I began by powdering the Syrian Rue using a mortar and pestle. I then washed it down with milk, as this method helps with the ingestion of the potent substance. After waiting for approximately 45 minutes, I proceeded to consume the 7 grams of Mimosa Hostilis root bark, which had been blended into a banana smoothie. However, I was only able to drink 6 grams of MHRB due to the large volume of liquid, which was difficult to consume in one sitting. Despite being unpleasant and nauseating, the preparation process felt less arduous compared to the traditionally brewed method, which I had previously tried and found much more unpleasant.


Initial Effects

After consuming the ingredients, we spent about one hour in a well-lit living room, smoking marijuana and waiting for the effects to take hold. This time allowed us to relax and prepare mentally for the trip. We conversed casually, engaging in psychedelic discussion while awaiting the onset of the substance’s effects.

The initial signs of the trip began to manifest as I entered the small, dark room that we had set up as a controlled environment. I began listening to a psytrance album by Tipper, a new artist to me, which set the auditory tone for the experience. At this stage, I shared marijuana-filled spliffs with my friends, enjoying the calming atmosphere.

Gradually, I started to experience a mild body high that was accompanied by level 4 visual geometry. The geometry was fast-moving and highly intricate, showing complex, organic shapes with smooth, colorful motion. The designs appeared mystical and ancient, with a perfect balance between blurred and sharp edges, and both rounded and angular corners. The colors were glossy, creating a smooth and almost hypnotic effect on my perception.


Deepening the Experience

As the trip deepened, my ability to communicate began to deteriorate. I became more reserved and unresponsive, though I could still follow the conversations of my friends and listen attentively. The visuals intensified, and I entered a space of level 6 geometry, which was far more complex and overwhelming than before.

At this point, I had a profound experience where I felt as though I was observing the people closest to me, but in a way that felt completely different from reality. These individuals appeared in the form of condensed psychedelic geometry, and a voice in my head began to analyze their significance in my life. This internal dialogue provided deep insights, offering loving advice and reflections on the importance of caring for the people around me as they care for me.


The Breakthrough

As the visuals continued to evolve, I experienced a period of amnesia, where much of the experience became unclear. Eventually, I passed through the intense geometry and entered into what I would describe as a spiritual breakthrough. This transition felt familiar, but also unlike anything I had experienced before.

I recognized that I had entered what I would later identify as a level 4 State of Unity and Interconnectedness. This shift in perception marked a profound change in my mental state, and it felt deeply significant—almost as if I was undergoing a religious experience. The complexity of the experience intensified, and I realized that I was in a state of mindful calm, free from the usual overwhelming emotions that come with such experiences.

In this state, I was able to avoid falling into a typical trap where I might become consumed by ecstatic religious delusion. In the past, such experiences had led me to believe that I had discovered the ultimate key to human transcendence. But this time, I consciously chose not to become overly astonished or attached to any grand, unrealistic insights. I knew that staying grounded would allow me to understand the experience for what it was, without feeling the urge to implement any imagined global solutions upon returning to normalcy.


The State of Unity

As I began to process the experience further, I realized that my sense of self had fundamentally changed. Rather than feeling separate from the world or trapped in my usual ego, I felt as though my identity had merged with the entire model of reality. In this state, I no longer saw myself as a distinct individual but as part of a larger, interconnected system of space, time, and consciousness.

This shift in perception was profound, and it led me to re-evaluate my sense of "I", "self", and "me". The boundaries between myself and the world around me blurred, and I became acutely aware of the interconnectedness of all things. The experience brought an overwhelming sense of peace and understanding, as though the deeper nature of existence had been revealed to me.


Conclusion

In conclusion, my Ayahuasca smoothie experience was profound, both visually and emotionally. The combination of Syrian Rue and Mimosa Hostilis root bark created an intense psychedelic journey that led me through a progression of geometric visuals and spiritual insights. By the end of the trip, I felt a deep sense of unity and interconnectedness, as well as a newfound understanding of the importance of care and mindfulness in my relationships with others.

This experience has shaped my views on the nature of reality and consciousness, offering me a glimpse into a deeper, more interconnected existence. Though it was intense and challenging at times, the overall journey was incredibly rewarding and insightful.