A Journey into Psychedelia: An Intense Exploration of the Self


Table of Contents


  • Introduction
  • Trip Overview
    • Personal Statistics
    • Substances Consumed
  • Context and Preparation
  • The Experience Timeline
    • T+00: Preparation and Ingestion
    • T+01: Onset of Effects
    • T+02 to T+04: Peak Experience
    • T+05 to T+06: Offset of Effects
    • Afterglow and Reflection



Introduction


Embarking on a psychedelic journey can be a deeply transformative experience, especially after a period of emotional disconnection. This article recounts a recent trip taken by a male individual weighing 75 kg (165 lbs) and standing 178 cm tall, who sought to reconnect with his emotions and explore the depths of his psyche.


Trip Overview


Personal Statistics


  • Sex: Male
  • Weight: 75 kg / 165 lbs
  • Height: 178 cm
  • Environment: Apartment


Substances Consumed


  • THC: Approximately 500 mg of AK-47 strain
  • CBD: Approximately 100 mg of Grapewreck strain


Context and Preparation


After a long winter devoid of any psychedelic experiences, the arrival of warmer weather and sunshine inspired a return to the world of psychedelics. The individual felt an urgent need to engage in an intense emotional experience, believing it would help him reestablish a connection with his feelings. In preparation for this journey, he dosed higher than usual, underestimating the intensity of the experience to come. Despite initial anxiety, he embraced the unfolding events with an open mind and no regrets.


The Experience Timeline


T+00: Preparation and Ingestion


The day began at 7:00 AM, with the individual engaging in a preparatory routine that included a shower. By 8:10 AM, he weighed out 5.3 grams of gold-capped cubensis mushrooms, grinding them in a coffee grinder before mixing the powder with orange juice. Although the aroma of the ground mushrooms was unpleasant, he persevered and consumed the concoction at 8:10 AM. Following this, he vaporized 1 gram of kief that had been saved for this occasion.


T+01: Onset of Effects


Initially, the individual experienced a wave of anxiety during the first 30 minutes, a common feeling after a long break from tripping. As the kief began to take effect, this anxiety transformed into relaxation and elation. He found himself dancing around his apartment, filled with joy as he anticipated the peak of the experience. However, he also experienced intermittent nausea, likely due to the significant amount of orange juice consumed.


T+02 to T+04: Peak Experience


As the effects intensified, the individual noticed changes in his perception—his vision began to distort, and the walls of his apartment appeared to shift. Recognizing the profound nature of the experience, he decided to lie down in bed, seeking comfort as he prepared for the peak. He compared this experience to a previous trip involving a 5g dose, which he felt was manageable and allowed him to be social outdoors. However, this new dosage hit him much harder than expected, leading him to retreat inward.


T+05 to T+06: Offset of Effects


As the peak began to subside around 12:51 PM, the intensity of the experience lessened, allowing the individual to gradually return to a state of normalcy. Although the trip was intense, he felt a sense of relief and acceptance as he transitioned into the afterglow phase.


Afterglow and Reflection


Post-experience, the individual experienced a notable afterglow lasting approximately 9 hours, during which he reflected on the journey and the emotions that had been stirred. The experience, though more intense than anticipated, was ultimately fulfilling, providing a deeper connection to his inner self and a renewed perspective on his emotions.


In conclusion, this trip served as a powerful reminder of the potential for psychedelics to facilitate profound emotional experiences and reconnections, highlighting the importance of understanding one’s mindset and environment before embarking on such journeys.