A Detailed Report on a 31-Year-Old Male's Psychedelic Experience After Administering 35 mg Rectally


Table of Contents


  1. Introduction
  2. Methodology: Dosage and Administration
  3. Initial Effects: Early Observations (1645 - 1705)
    • 1645: First Administration
    • 1650-55: Mild Body Load and Increased Heart Rate
  4. Onset of Stronger Effects (1705 - 1732)
    • 1705-1710: Increased Introspection and Awareness
    • 1713-1717: Reflecting on the Past and Feeling Depressed
    • 1728-1732: Increased Questions on Self-Improvement
  5. Changes in Physical Sensation (1800 - 1930)
    • 1800: Mild Stomach Discomfort
    • 1930: Lack of Appetite and Partial Meal Consumption
  6. End of Experience and Residual Effects (2159)
  7. Visual Changes Throughout the Experience
  8. Conclusion



1. Introduction


This report documents the psychedelic experience of a 31-year-old male following the rectal administration of a 35 mg dose. The individual, weighing 63 kg (140 lb), underwent various physical and psychological effects, which were observed and noted throughout the experience. The report offers a timeline of events and descriptions of sensory alterations, introspection, emotional states, and visual changes.


2. Methodology: Dosage and Administration


The subject administered 35 mg rectally at 1645, marking the beginning of the experience. The dosage and route of administration are key factors that influence the onset and intensity of effects, with rectal administration typically leading to faster and more potent absorption.


3. Initial Effects: Early Observations (1645 - 1705)


1645: First Administration


At precisely 1645, the subject administered the 35 mg dose. This marks the start of the psychedelic journey. Rectal administration is chosen for its faster onset compared to oral consumption.


1650-55: Mild Body Load and Increased Heart Rate


Approximately 5–10 minutes after administration, the subject begins noticing physical changes, describing a slight body load and an increased heart rate. However, no perceptible psychological effects are noted during this early period. The subject is aware of some physical sensations but remains cognitively unaffected at this stage.


4. Onset of Stronger Effects (1705 - 1732)


1705-1710: Increased Introspection and Awareness


Between 1705 and 1710, the subject experiences the onset of more pronounced effects. The first sign of psychological alteration comes in the form of yawning, followed by an acute awareness of environmental details. While looking at the computer screen, the subject notices how dirty it is, with small smudges and specks of dust standing out starkly. This observation leads the individual to reflect on their daily life and consider other things they may neglect. A sense of disbelief emerges, questioning how the monitor could be used for so long while being so visibly dirty.


1713-1717: Reflecting on the Past and Feeling Depressed


At 1713, the subject looks at themselves in the mirror, which triggers a deep introspective moment. Thoughts about their past and the person they have become flood their mind, while they ponder how others might perceive them. By 1717, feelings of depression arise, prompting the subject to reflect on their emotional state. As they meditate on these feelings, answers begin to form, but no easy resolution appears, suggesting an ongoing struggle with these emotions.


1728-1732: Increased Questions on Self-Improvement


Around 1728, the subject begins asking themselves profound questions about self-improvement. Observing their surroundings, they notice the messiness of their keyboard and unmade bed. These observations lead to more introspection, accompanied by a decrease in the intensity of depressive feelings. By 1732, despite a lingering mood of depression, the subject seems to be contemplating ways to better themselves.


5. Changes in Physical Sensation (1800 - 1930)


1800: Mild Stomach Discomfort


At 1800, the subject reports mild stomach discomfort. This discomfort is brief, lasting only about 10 minutes, and does not escalate into a major issue, although it is acknowledged as a physical side effect of the substance.


1930: Lack of Appetite and Partial Meal Consumption


By 1930, despite having prepared a meal of salad, potatoes, and carrots earlier in the day, the subject reports a lack of hunger. Nevertheless, they sit down to eat, but after only a few bites, they feel fully satiated. The lack of appetite and early satiety are typical physical responses to certain psychedelic substances, often leading to reduced desire for food.


6. End of Experience and Residual Effects (2159)


At 2159, the subject notes that while the effects are fading, they are still experiencing residual effects. The feeling of being "in a good mood" persists, but their ability to focus on reading has diminished. They are unable to focus on more than a few sentences before their attention shifts elsewhere, indicating an ongoing difficulty with concentration.


7. Visual Changes Throughout the Experience


Throughout the experience, the subject reports several visual changes:


  • Computer Monitor: While gazing at the screen, the text surrounding the area of focus appears to transform into small black dots, described as "ants" crawling around the screen. This is a mild visual distortion indicative of the onset of psychedelic effects.

  • Mirror Reflection: The most significant visual change occurs when the subject looks at themselves in the mirror. The outline of their body seems to radiate, with lines tracing their form. These lines expand outward in a wavelike pattern, and when they reach the edges of the mirror, they bounce back like ripples in water. This effect becomes increasingly amplified the longer they look in the mirror, creating intricate geometric patterns as the reflection evolves.


These visual effects represent typical alterations in perception experienced during psychedelic trips, particularly those involving visual distortions and enhanced sensitivity to light and movement.


8. Conclusion


This report documents the detailed experience of a 31-year-old male following a 35 mg rectal dose of a psychedelic substance. The individual experienced a range of physical and psychological effects, including mild body load, introspection, mood changes, stomach discomfort, and visual distortions. Notably, the subject experienced profound self-reflection, leading to existential questions about their life and potential for self-improvement. The visual changes, particularly the geometric patterns in the mirror, were a significant aspect of the experience. Despite mild discomfort and a lack of hunger, the individual maintained a positive mood as the effects gradually wore off by the end of the evening.