Journey Through the Mind: A Psychedelic Experience


Table of Contents


  • Introduction
  • The Initial Awakening
    • A Change in Perception
  • The Bong Hit
    • Physical Reactions
    • Grounding and Preparation
  • An Evolving State of Mind
    • Imagery of the Cosmic Brotherhood
  • Music and Its Effects
    • The Doors and Hallucinations
  • Conclusion



Introduction


In the throes of a psychedelic experience, reality can shift and reshape itself in profound ways. This account details a vivid journey through altered consciousness, marked by a blend of drugs, music, and deeply personal reflections.



The Initial Awakening


A Change in Perception


At T+3:05, I become aware that I have awakened, although the transition from my previous state of consciousness is hazy. The initial thrill of the experience has faded, and I find myself feeling more grounded, capable of holding conversations with my flatmates. Despite my articulateness, my thoughts flow freely in a stream-of-consciousness manner. The visual hallucinations have subsided, but a lingering mental fog remains.


One flatmate suggests I take another hit of weed to elevate my experience further. Feeling vulnerable yet curious, I agree and ask him to prepare a bowl for me.



The Bong Hit


Physical Reactions


At T+3:08, I take a hit from the bong and quickly inhale the entire bowl. Almost immediately, my body reacts: my eyes begin to water, and I start coughing uncontrollably. Dropping to one knee, I place the bong down as my flatmates rush to assist me.


The sensation is overwhelming; my saliva glands go into overdrive, and I find myself spitting excessively. My flatmates instruct me to swallow instead of spitting, and after some initial struggle, I manage to follow their advice. I then make my way to the kitchen to fill a glass with water, gripping the sink for stability as I drink to quell my dry mouth and throat.


Grounding and Preparation


My mind, remarkably clear, reminds me of the complexities of my situation: "You’ve mixed drugs, including one you’ve never done before. Things might get weird. You’re high. You’ll make it through this. Just remember it will end eventually."


To prepare for whatever might follow, I set up a chair next to the sink, just in case I need to vomit. As my physical discomfort eases, I find myself entranced by the kitchen floor tiles, their pattern resembling the ebb and flow of ocean waves.



An Evolving State of Mind


Imagery of the Cosmic Brotherhood


By T+3:25, I retreat to my bedroom on the third floor, where I put on "Sovngarde," a song from Skyrim. Kneeling and folding my hands as if in prayer, I close my eyes and imagine myself being initiated into a cosmic brotherhood of warriors. I envision a grand golden hall, where my spirit is guided to a feast table surrounded by colossal men drumming rhythmically.


This moment feels transcendent, a reward for navigating the psychedelic terrain. As I reach the table, I notice the intricate patterns of the dark wood, alive and flowing before my eyes. An immense man with a fiery red beard greets me telepathically, touching my forehead. Suddenly, I find myself back in my room, surrounded by a shimmering glow.



Music and Its Effects


The Doors and Hallucinations


After plugging my phone into the charger, I decide to play some vinyl records, starting with The Doors' Greatest Hits. I drop the needle on "Break On Through (To The Other Side)" and increase the volume. The sound feels tinny compared to the clarity I experienced earlier with my phone. Despite this, I continue to listen.


As I transition to "Roadhouse Blues," I climb onto my bed, noticing the album sleeve featuring Jim Morrison. Locking eyes with him, I become entranced; his gaze seems to follow my movements.


The next track, "Not to Touch the Earth," begins to unsettle me. The pace quickens, and I sense I am being hypnotized by Jim Morrison, whom I now perceive as a messenger from the malicious art gods. I feel as though I am being punished for listening to video game music, caught in a web of artistic judgment.



Conclusion


This account captures a surreal journey through consciousness, marked by powerful sensations, introspection, and the influence of music. Each phase of the experience brings new revelations, blending reality and fantasy in a way that highlights the transformative nature of psychedelics.